nEw mE^^

RECHARGED FULL : happy^^

this holiday too many happy memories~~enuf for me to be happy at least can be persist for whole month or maybe 2 month??haha

luvin with my frends outside there~
especially ah ting~~luv u~wakakakakaka

thanks for understanding me ,
only u know me most.
from the surface to the deep in my heart
feels so good to be with u
dedicate one song for u : 一个像夏天一个像秋天

u r the summer and i m the autumn..

after sharing a lot with my studies , love life , social life and a lots~~
now i know wat mistakes , wat steps shud i take , wat decision i made is great , wat is the decision is funny yet good , haha~

thanks a lot^^

sometimes wonder if that i could know what the people think about me,
but now ,
it's not important anymore.
coz i know , i m only human ,
i m only normal human.

can be happy , can be sad , can cry , can smile , can be angry ,can be not satisfy , can be ...more and more~~

fuhhh~

u asked lots of times : why dun wan have a boyfriend?

dat time , i keep laughing.

now , i figured out the reason.

not dun wan , i shud correct my sentence , i shud say actually i m not thinking about it.
dunno y , i still dint think about it.

i luv myself ,
i luv to be alone ,
just enjoy my life alone.
feels weird , my life soo long time , been alone for long time , suddenly a guy "disturb" my life.
weird.
argh~!!!!! just cant accept it.

i just wanna step by step . at least shud start from frens^^

be true,ann

new problem???

1st of all~~i posted the 3 bitches in my blog~~wahahahaha.

if the person who read this( my lovely blog, thx afterall)

if terasa salah kpd say , insaf lar~

i was asked by others , why i m sooo strict to myself y always "no life"???

coz i dun want waste my time on it.dat's all ,

coz i prefer sleep than go out social everytime and do some silly things everytime.

i m enjoying my life~watch cartoon , read my pathology~lepak my housemate room~dat's all.

wakakakakakaka~sometimes i feels very paiseh wanna disturb others coz ...not really close.

i think i m have common characteristic with someone but yet i m not him/her.

i m me, just simple,ann~^^

blur blur , sort sort , read books at anytime , if i "motivated",wahahahaha~

my expression sometimes makes other thought i m angry, sad or have problems~

actually sometimes i feel down...

feel not appreciated.

been ignored.

but.that it's fine.

that's y and how i adapted to enjoy myself and no need to think bout others~

i treat nice to the ppl treat me nice. and vice versa.

somebody already know bout my weakness but yet i oso know too hers/his.

so y dont both of us peace????

settled~!!!!

last time had a misunderstanding between u and u and me~~~

huh~i pushed myself to become confident and straight to the point~

i asked ~did something wrong between us??

she said , it is a misundestanding,it's ok~

i get it, and i know~dat moment we r still fren.

huh~made me nervous~gal

at least there is nothing makes me feels weird when talking to u~~
wahahahaha~

and another thing~one gal~

wat happen to u ???
y u becum ....not the one i know anymore or i shud say i not know u at all ~????

did i done something wrong??

or .....misunderstanding again????

what happen???or u thought??....

thought me ...with a person i shudnt??

y?we r frens not more than that~

frens~just fren~he oso dont want me and him becum more than that.
wahahahaha~

just unfortunately when u and other saw me and other guys went together , thinking the other thing~~~

why gal and boy cant be just fren not more than that???hating~!!!!!!

i already mention , if one really like another y dont u tell straight forward, seems difficult but y dun wan give a try?at least and lastly u and another one still can be her/his fren.

...hish~~~even though i m not experience but i heard a lots of stories~
geram~!!!!

....(sabar-ing)...lol.....

everytime , me only one kena hantam by others~...
u already shown that u really dun like me~wateva.
i know i cant satisfy everyone.
so , up to u if u still wanna be my fren.



sorry for all of udm medic sutdent~last day gathering i m soooo happy and not enjoying at all.coz for one reason :
tired.

everytime my expression looks down or sad~nothing, just tiring.dat's all.
even i m really sad , also like dat, so wat? u not know me for long time. so dun just comment other when u dunno such person so well~^^ok?

huhu~~it's raingi during cla.wanna go bec home for raya holiday.
hopefully i can recharge back soon~!!!wahahahahaha

tiring of this medical student life~although i had tried to be fun~

tiring although i m enjoyed it a lot
feels exhautsted ~

today hae a slight fever, duno y~bacterial infection? or just one of symptom from bff leaving me??

took panadol and slept...woke up at 4~

almost reach the time go bazaar.
haha , just hope the fasting month get over soon~

lazy to walk out everyday to buy food at far places.

hate...???ya.~!!!!!

recently ...many things happened around me.
makes me feels ...down???no...sad??? no...
disappointed and......feels wanna give up in this relationship.

duno y...this feeling grow more as day goes by.
i asked myself , did i done the same mistake again??
the answer : ya.

i fall in the trap yet i quickly pull out myself from the trap.
consequence : start to pretend i m ok ,just like now.
haiz , i cant trust u anymore...

sorry , really disappointed .
u really a bitch~yet i impressed u such a bitch can act so well in front of ppl~
i m becum the scapegoat.

never mind , i just keep my mouth shut , and just stare at u~
i wana c how long u can withstand it , bitch.

really sucks~~bullshit~!!!!
....lol
rude , but i dun care anymore~~!!!!

i really now dint like u ~
3 bitches in the group , really match ah~^^'''
i will becum strong , i wont give up to beat u , sorry , i wont.
hahahaha~


y wana becum like this???
i trust u , then y ??? y u wana betray me???
did i m the one done the mistake~???
no.
not me.

i asked myself
i dint do anything that hurt u , yet ...u betray me.
haha

so easy to fools a ppl. in front of me , u pretend~
back there like a bitch
~shit~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

GAIN IT BACK

Last two weeks , i lost myself~~

cant found the real reason why i really wana becum a medical student~~~lol
can i quit???
no.

i wont quit.
i wont quit.

wakakakakaka~~(too tension)

now the situation the place is not conducsinve enuf to study~

huh , at least now got the hall~~everyday go there study~.dun wan stay in house , malas to layan them~

if i really cant control myself now , i duno wat will happen in these 5 years ah~

is it i m the wrong side??? just wanna more rest...study is sucks now yet housemate keep making noise.

i ady told plz lower down their voice yet~~more noisy
feels like wana runtuhkan this house~

i cant tahan...coz later if no understanding between each other , later sure got fight.
i just dun like to fight. really suck ah~!!!!!

feels wanna slap and bite people now~~yet , still wana control my temper.
speak frankly , i m changing a lot , if me in past ,meletup ady~!!!!

if terasa tu , sedar and insaf la~
wakaakakaka , i prefer like this.

i dun care u r wat race but plz la~~budi bahasa tu jaga sikit~~

huh~i m considering enuf for u all but wat happen now????go hell la~dun wan anymore i m the one keep tolerance...


now chaged ady , start the feeling wanna study lor , this week oso dint go to church...haiz.sorry , i really have spent a lot of time to study lor~~~hopefully next week can go before i go back to johor^^

frankly speaking~~

now i m tension -ing~~

study not yet~
housemate veryy bising ah~!!!!
dah complaint pun like dat~~
tak faham langsung and not understanding ...umur dah berapa???!!!!

huh~~really angry ~~~wat the fish!!!!

still control my anger~be patient , ann, they dun wan study is their own matter , and really dint bother u r not same course with me , the thing is please understand other wan rest , does nt mean the person have follow u all do crazy things everyday~~lol

slam door till wana ruin the door , laugh like pontianak~huh~
maintain ur image a bit la~
kesian~

as a girl , sopan la sikit~!!!
....

now i m complaning on here,wakakaka~never mind la~
they oso cant deny it~they are really sucks~!!!

not hating~just fed up by their attitude~~

just pulled out my headphone , play the music as my revenge~
later midnite i just on like this ~~huhu~~

wakakakaka...(sort liao)~~

Shit~!!!!

now i m really angry~!!!!

calm down....stay peace , ann ^^

this week really sucks enuf!!!!

everythings is went wrong , nothing is pleasent~~

exam result.....relationship....frenship...haiz

everything becum complicated~~i hate these kind of things~~

wateva , just sleep la~~hopefully tomorow will becum ok^^

tiring~~

1st of all...1 word : tired.

not only body and mind.

i m the kind of lazy person...or i shud say too " wong xing wo su"?

half half kot , haha^^

i m lazy to explain things even i know it is not gud if the things keep goin then the situation becum worse.

too many unpleasent things happened within few weeks~

why people like to judge people without askin the truth 1st???

seems like i have to improve my communication skills lor~~lol

comunication is really damn important ler~~

apologise to those who been hurted by my harsh word if i told before , although i dint find any wrong wor~~
i try my best to change if i can change^^

the thing u mention "hmm"...

i really cant understand u at all. u told me like dat , wat i heard from others is different...
if really x puas hati , tell directly ok~~!!!!

although i know not everybody will tell u about ur mistakes~

i duno wat is the main problem??? even i try so hard try to understand u , the thing is wat i know from my judgement , u seems really bu shuang me~~

wateva , i dun care anymore , if really bu shuang , i prefer "pretend to" to becum ur fren , coz i dun wan do so "ming xian " dat we got problem wif each other , ok?