just nohting at all...

exam just around the corner , gambate^^

just ignore the surroundings .

stay focus.

1 month holiday , no need to think , no need to see , no need to study after this...

dat's it~!!!!

leave here as soon as possible~!!!!!!

i m...sorry

Recently , feels lonely...that feeling grows more stronger day by day.

i dint mean treat u like that...just , i cant help myself.

i just dont like noise.that's it.

after leaving , looking at that building , i strongly believe , i m not liking here at all.

nothing makes me to have nice memory bout here.

only study , study and study. i m a robot here.no expression , no feeling , nothing.

the only i can do , just pretending i m ok. actually i m not ok at all.too confident bout myself.

but the thing that i can do , keep all the loneliness , hurtful , unhappy lock inside into the deepest in my heart. no1 can open my heart anymore.

my heart , only continue pumping blood throughout my body. but no soul at all.

i just cant believe , it's hard to believe.that's it.just u all know. i m not among urs...

i m just only bypass.
after 5 years , game over.

when everyone thought i m pity , yet i m no feeling at all.
nothing to pity.
since small i get used to it.
everyday , every hour , every second .....alone.
eating alone , drink alone , do things alone , suffer alone.
liking being alone? ..no , just get used.

not hoping others to undersstand , just leave me alone.

isaw the eyes...looking diiferent into her eyes.
and i already know....
bless u from far place.
wont disturb u anymore.
just what u thought bout me is weird , at least u have some pieces of me in your mind.

no1 to talk , talk to myself.
nothing to do , study , watch drama , listen to songs.
no1 accompany , God always be there for me.
no1 thought bout me , God always be with me.
i wont be afraid to this lonely journey.
just wait....just wait my accomplishment, dat's the time i go.

when the times i go , i wont be regret anymore.memory bout here in this world nomore.

nothing to worry, i ll becum bravier , not u thought me is a weak.i can do by myself , no need anybody help me.

5 years , faster.
after this , it's over.

nEw mE^^

RECHARGED FULL : happy^^

this holiday too many happy memories~~enuf for me to be happy at least can be persist for whole month or maybe 2 month??haha

luvin with my frends outside there~
especially ah ting~~luv u~wakakakakaka

thanks for understanding me ,
only u know me most.
from the surface to the deep in my heart
feels so good to be with u
dedicate one song for u : 一个像夏天一个像秋天

u r the summer and i m the autumn..

after sharing a lot with my studies , love life , social life and a lots~~
now i know wat mistakes , wat steps shud i take , wat decision i made is great , wat is the decision is funny yet good , haha~

thanks a lot^^

sometimes wonder if that i could know what the people think about me,
but now ,
it's not important anymore.
coz i know , i m only human ,
i m only normal human.

can be happy , can be sad , can cry , can smile , can be angry ,can be not satisfy , can be ...more and more~~

fuhhh~

u asked lots of times : why dun wan have a boyfriend?

dat time , i keep laughing.

now , i figured out the reason.

not dun wan , i shud correct my sentence , i shud say actually i m not thinking about it.
dunno y , i still dint think about it.

i luv myself ,
i luv to be alone ,
just enjoy my life alone.
feels weird , my life soo long time , been alone for long time , suddenly a guy "disturb" my life.
weird.
argh~!!!!! just cant accept it.

i just wanna step by step . at least shud start from frens^^

be true,ann

new problem???

1st of all~~i posted the 3 bitches in my blog~~wahahahaha.

if the person who read this( my lovely blog, thx afterall)

if terasa salah kpd say , insaf lar~

i was asked by others , why i m sooo strict to myself y always "no life"???

coz i dun want waste my time on it.dat's all ,

coz i prefer sleep than go out social everytime and do some silly things everytime.

i m enjoying my life~watch cartoon , read my pathology~lepak my housemate room~dat's all.

wakakakakakaka~sometimes i feels very paiseh wanna disturb others coz ...not really close.

i think i m have common characteristic with someone but yet i m not him/her.

i m me, just simple,ann~^^

blur blur , sort sort , read books at anytime , if i "motivated",wahahahaha~

my expression sometimes makes other thought i m angry, sad or have problems~

actually sometimes i feel down...

feel not appreciated.

been ignored.

but.that it's fine.

that's y and how i adapted to enjoy myself and no need to think bout others~

i treat nice to the ppl treat me nice. and vice versa.

somebody already know bout my weakness but yet i oso know too hers/his.

so y dont both of us peace????

settled~!!!!

last time had a misunderstanding between u and u and me~~~

huh~i pushed myself to become confident and straight to the point~

i asked ~did something wrong between us??

she said , it is a misundestanding,it's ok~

i get it, and i know~dat moment we r still fren.

huh~made me nervous~gal

at least there is nothing makes me feels weird when talking to u~~
wahahahaha~

and another thing~one gal~

wat happen to u ???
y u becum ....not the one i know anymore or i shud say i not know u at all ~????

did i done something wrong??

or .....misunderstanding again????

what happen???or u thought??....

thought me ...with a person i shudnt??

y?we r frens not more than that~

frens~just fren~he oso dont want me and him becum more than that.
wahahahaha~

just unfortunately when u and other saw me and other guys went together , thinking the other thing~~~

why gal and boy cant be just fren not more than that???hating~!!!!!!

i already mention , if one really like another y dont u tell straight forward, seems difficult but y dun wan give a try?at least and lastly u and another one still can be her/his fren.

...hish~~~even though i m not experience but i heard a lots of stories~
geram~!!!!

....(sabar-ing)...lol.....

everytime , me only one kena hantam by others~...
u already shown that u really dun like me~wateva.
i know i cant satisfy everyone.
so , up to u if u still wanna be my fren.



sorry for all of udm medic sutdent~last day gathering i m soooo happy and not enjoying at all.coz for one reason :
tired.

everytime my expression looks down or sad~nothing, just tiring.dat's all.
even i m really sad , also like dat, so wat? u not know me for long time. so dun just comment other when u dunno such person so well~^^ok?

huhu~~it's raingi during cla.wanna go bec home for raya holiday.
hopefully i can recharge back soon~!!!wahahahahaha

tiring of this medical student life~although i had tried to be fun~

tiring although i m enjoyed it a lot
feels exhautsted ~

today hae a slight fever, duno y~bacterial infection? or just one of symptom from bff leaving me??

took panadol and slept...woke up at 4~

almost reach the time go bazaar.
haha , just hope the fasting month get over soon~

lazy to walk out everyday to buy food at far places.

hate...???ya.~!!!!!

recently ...many things happened around me.
makes me feels ...down???no...sad??? no...
disappointed and......feels wanna give up in this relationship.

duno y...this feeling grow more as day goes by.
i asked myself , did i done the same mistake again??
the answer : ya.

i fall in the trap yet i quickly pull out myself from the trap.
consequence : start to pretend i m ok ,just like now.
haiz , i cant trust u anymore...

sorry , really disappointed .
u really a bitch~yet i impressed u such a bitch can act so well in front of ppl~
i m becum the scapegoat.

never mind , i just keep my mouth shut , and just stare at u~
i wana c how long u can withstand it , bitch.

really sucks~~bullshit~!!!!
....lol
rude , but i dun care anymore~~!!!!

i really now dint like u ~
3 bitches in the group , really match ah~^^'''
i will becum strong , i wont give up to beat u , sorry , i wont.
hahahaha~


y wana becum like this???
i trust u , then y ??? y u wana betray me???
did i m the one done the mistake~???
no.
not me.

i asked myself
i dint do anything that hurt u , yet ...u betray me.
haha

so easy to fools a ppl. in front of me , u pretend~
back there like a bitch
~shit~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1