exam just around the corner , gambate^^
just ignore the surroundings .
stay focus.
1 month holiday , no need to think , no need to see , no need to study after this...
dat's it~!!!!
leave here as soon as possible~!!!!!!
Friday, November 20, 2009
i m...sorry
Recently , feels lonely...that feeling grows more stronger day by day.
i dint mean treat u like that...just , i cant help myself.
i just dont like noise.that's it.
after leaving , looking at that building , i strongly believe , i m not liking here at all.
nothing makes me to have nice memory bout here.
only study , study and study. i m a robot here.no expression , no feeling , nothing.
the only i can do , just pretending i m ok. actually i m not ok at all.too confident bout myself.
but the thing that i can do , keep all the loneliness , hurtful , unhappy lock inside into the deepest in my heart. no1 can open my heart anymore.
my heart , only continue pumping blood throughout my body. but no soul at all.
i just cant believe , it's hard to believe.that's it.just u all know. i m not among urs...
i m just only bypass.
after 5 years , game over.
when everyone thought i m pity , yet i m no feeling at all.
nothing to pity.
since small i get used to it.
everyday , every hour , every second .....alone.
eating alone , drink alone , do things alone , suffer alone.
liking being alone? ..no , just get used.
not hoping others to undersstand , just leave me alone.
isaw the eyes...looking diiferent into her eyes.
and i already know....
bless u from far place.
wont disturb u anymore.
just what u thought bout me is weird , at least u have some pieces of me in your mind.
no1 to talk , talk to myself.
nothing to do , study , watch drama , listen to songs.
no1 accompany , God always be there for me.
no1 thought bout me , God always be with me.
i wont be afraid to this lonely journey.
just wait....just wait my accomplishment, dat's the time i go.
when the times i go , i wont be regret anymore.memory bout here in this world nomore.
nothing to worry, i ll becum bravier , not u thought me is a weak.i can do by myself , no need anybody help me.
5 years , faster.
after this , it's over.
i dint mean treat u like that...just , i cant help myself.
i just dont like noise.that's it.
after leaving , looking at that building , i strongly believe , i m not liking here at all.
nothing makes me to have nice memory bout here.
only study , study and study. i m a robot here.no expression , no feeling , nothing.
the only i can do , just pretending i m ok. actually i m not ok at all.too confident bout myself.
but the thing that i can do , keep all the loneliness , hurtful , unhappy lock inside into the deepest in my heart. no1 can open my heart anymore.
my heart , only continue pumping blood throughout my body. but no soul at all.
i just cant believe , it's hard to believe.that's it.just u all know. i m not among urs...
i m just only bypass.
after 5 years , game over.
when everyone thought i m pity , yet i m no feeling at all.
nothing to pity.
since small i get used to it.
everyday , every hour , every second .....alone.
eating alone , drink alone , do things alone , suffer alone.
liking being alone? ..no , just get used.
not hoping others to undersstand , just leave me alone.
isaw the eyes...looking diiferent into her eyes.
and i already know....
bless u from far place.
wont disturb u anymore.
just what u thought bout me is weird , at least u have some pieces of me in your mind.
no1 to talk , talk to myself.
nothing to do , study , watch drama , listen to songs.
no1 accompany , God always be there for me.
no1 thought bout me , God always be with me.
i wont be afraid to this lonely journey.
just wait....just wait my accomplishment, dat's the time i go.
when the times i go , i wont be regret anymore.memory bout here in this world nomore.
nothing to worry, i ll becum bravier , not u thought me is a weak.i can do by myself , no need anybody help me.
5 years , faster.
after this , it's over.
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